Contengan perasaan

Salam alaik...
sebenanya aku tengah study anatomy ni.. sebab esok kena masok dissection hall.. haihh.. memang rasa nak muntah menghadap cadaver tuh... tp sangat seronok belaja benda baru setiap hari...

And of course human structure sangat2 complicated... lagi complicated bila dorang kasi nama panjang-panjang...haihh. kali kedua aku mengeluh.. and everytime jumpa muscle baru tu la rasa excited and impress ! everything is perfect !! even a slightest nerve,, if absent.., boleh hilang satu nikmat pergerakan kita... so..... ALHAMDULILLAH tok setiap nikmat MU...

Hari ni jugak lalu surau International Hostel... terang-terang dy tulis depan tu surau "ASHABUL JANNAH" tersentak bila baca...! teringin jugak nak dengar pengisian tazkirahnya.. tapi rasa malu la jugak.. aku ni bukan nya baik sangat.. kang aku pegi,, mula la ader suare2 sumbang dok panggil aku ustazah... tapi aku tahu... tu suma permainan syaitan.. malu pon ada tempatnya... bila dah ada yang menyeru ke jalan yang baik.., kenapa mesti nk tolak ye tak ??

owh.. xlupa jugak pada nak ucap thanx a lot pada sahabat aku Nur Madiha.. sebab dy ada tulis warkah ringkas sebagai bekalan aku ke sini... ade jugak org ingatkan aku... jazakumullah :) dalam warkah tu ade ckp

"everytime nak buat sesuatu, tanya diri sendiri, kalo aku buat ni, Allah suka ke tak? "

mudah dan ringkas saja garisan yang dibagi tok cari redha Allah.. aku je yang masih belum berupaya ... haihhh... mengeluh lagi aku nampaknya... aku sedar, sometime, part of me, really want a big change.. bila lagi kan ?? but still, part of me, nak kecapi nikmat dunia... even dah tau pon.. hidup tu fana.. mati tu pasti...

and ade sesuatu yg betol2 menggangu aku sekarang.. it should not be !!! haih.. susah juga jadi manusia yg dikurnia perasaan dan emosi ni... payah kalo kita suka orang kan?? haiiiihhhhhh.. mengeluh lagi...

kla, dah mengantok ni.. sebelom tu, nk upload nota upper limb aku ...

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Salam alaik..
Entry ini ditulis untuk ceritakan 1 pengalaman yg menjadi pengajaran besar buat aku... moga memberi manfaat pada semua...

Hari tu... ade terjumpa sorang mamat ni... he's malaysian.. Freshie macam ak gak.. but hes a bit dark.. ak igt mgkn dy org tempatan.. but hes MALAYSIAN  :) so,, seperti manusia byasa yg berperangai xberapa nk elok.. ak slalu tersenyum tgk dy sbb hes a bit dark.. sama mcm org tempatan kat india ni.. ak tahu.. burok benor perangai aku ni gelakkan orang lain punya physical sedangkan diri sendiri pon lebih kurang cam orang india jugak... tp menda tu juz suka2 jer.... release tension.. n ak gelak sorang2 je pon...tapi kan.. hitam manis okay apa?? macam lagu tu.." hitam manis..hitam manis.."

then... i found out his name.. cari2 kat fb... i found his fb... it snapped me... laki tu seorang daie yang sangat soleh... teguh memperjuangkan agama... n there!!! right theereee !!! ak rasa nak hantuk kepala kat dinding sebab gelak2 kan org... sedangkan kedudukan dy mungkin jauh lagi mulia dari ak yg banyak khilaf ni... n seriously.. aku rasa sangat2 bersalah.. n i did perform solat taubat after that.. mungkin tuhan nak ajar ak sesuatu... cuma aku tak ada kekuatan nak mintak maaf face-to-face dengan lelaki berkenaan.. cuma aku doakan yang terbaik untuk dia... sungguh aku rasa sangat xlayak walaupon nak berhadapan dengan dy... even aku berdoa moga tak teserempak lagi dengan dy sebab aku rasa malu sangat2... even dy xtahu pon sebenarnyakan... aku jer over reacting.. ciss...

semenjak dari hari tu... aku asyik teringat kat dy jer.. gila bayang ak dibuatnya... tapi bukan sebab angau ke apa.. just aku rasa bersalah giler2 tahap dewa la !!!!!! rase nk lempang muka ni sampai pengsan.. -.-

in a nutshell... i did misjudged him... haih.. ketok kepala dengan hammer ! lepas ni.. dah xmau judge a person   by their physical.. seriously taubat... sekian..

Usia semakin pendek..

salam alaik...
Kini aq sudah 20 tahun.. dan berada di bumi org... masih dalam perjalanan mengejar impian menjadi seorang dokter... baru ak tahu susah senang hidup sendiri tanpa mak ayah di sisi.. rindu selalu pada mereka.. tp apakan daya... pengorbanan itu mesti kalo mahu kejayaan... :)

Hidup kat sini.. tengok benda baru,, orang baru... jiwa baru.. pengalaman baru... cuma ak masih di takuk lama.. selesa dgn kenikmatan yg ak kecapi.. langsong tidak ada rasa ,mahu berubah sedang ak tahu masih ade ruang untok diperbaiki... berada dalam kalangan mereka yg kurang bernasib baik... buat ak lebih bersyukur... drpd teros merungut dan bersungut.,..betol la akak idola ckp 

"Allah hanta orang lain ke negara Europe hebat2.. tapi Allah hanta kamu ke India sebab nak kamu belajar sesuatu "

betol ! ak belajar ERTI SYUKUR.. Alhamdulillah :)

Banyak sangat impian yang terbina di sini... banyak lagi harapan dan impian insan2 tersayang yg ak pikul... mampukah ? harapan diri sendiri... mak.. ayah.. keluarga...selalu buat aku terus merangkak walau kadang rasa sudah putus kudrat.. tp Allah kan ada...? tinggal lagi ak ingat kat DIA ke tak... tepuk dada tanya iman..

sampai di sini.. ak rasa x da kawan.. xda sahabat lebih tepat lagi... mcm keseorangan di tengah manusia yg berukhuwah... mungkin ak yang terlampau memilih... ak percaya sumenya akan okay xlama lagi... 

ak bukan hipokrit... aku manusia yg penuh dengan khilaf.. terkadang tersasar jauh lupakan DIA... ak akan patah balik bila ade dugaan menimpa.. malunya aku pada tuhan :'(

bila mahu berubah sedang usia sudah semakin pendek.... terima kasih tuhan.. terima kasih atas segala nikmatMu.. jgn tarik nikmat IMAN dan ISLAM Mu...

Bismillah....

sy rase terpanggil untuk mmbuat 1 entry apabila terbace komen ustaz sy di Intersaber dulu :

Apa yang dah berlalu tu tak mungkin berundur kembali. Jadikan panduan dan teruskan perjuangan. Bukan jauh sangat.. datang2 lah selalu ziarah kami di Intesaber tu. Coach basketball pun masih belum ada lagi. boleh hanis ambik alih nanti he.he Jaga maruah diri baik2 di luar sana, jaga agama moga trus berjaya dunia akhirat

sungguh!!!!!, sy rase terharu dengan komen ini. hampir menitik air mate rasenyer... entah la... mungkin sy dah lame mninggalkan sekolah... betol kate ustaz, hidup di dunia luar pasti lebih mencabar... baru sekarang saya sedar, semakin menginjak usia kita, mangkin banyak tangungjawab agama yang dipikul.. jadi, entry ini adalh satu bentuk peringatan kepada diri sendiri agar sentiasa menjaga maruah diri dan agama... sungguh ya Tuhan, peringatan mu itu jelas dan menyentuh.. kepada Ustaz Amir, sesungguhnya, jasa dan budi ustaz sy kenang hingge ke akhir hayat... Jazakumullahu Khairan Kathira :'(

Latest Update~

Salam alaik~

i seemed to be dead recently... this blog has been left out for sometimes.. act,, sy sgt bz dok kat kms... bz blaja, bz wat assgment, bz persiapkan diri dengan ilmu2 agama... maklumlah, sebagai khalifah, kita sebenarnya mmpunyai lebih byk tggungjwb berbanding masa yang ada...

Ramadhan kareem pd tahun ini, sy smbut dgn penuh kesyukuran kerana msih diberi umur oleh Dia untuk menambah amal soleh... sebagai pelaja IB, sy mngaku mmpunyai byk sgt komitmen & tggungjawab... smpi terkadang ader persoalan yg menjengah mngape ak terpilih mnjadi pelajar IB? itulah perancgn terbaik Dia untuk sy...redha la kerana sy yakin ini adalah yg terbaik......

Bermacam dugaan dtg slame sy berada d sni... kdg2 rase xtertanggung... ttp yakinlah ad rahmat di sebalik setiap ujian.. ap lg yg hendak kita runguntkan?? sedangkan kita sedar hakikat hidup sebagai seorang hamba... kadang2 rasa terseksa dengan asakan perasan yang menggila... tuhan la tmpt kita bersandar segala harapan bg menenangkan kembali diri ini.....

sabarlah hati menngung perasaan yg sememangnya fitrah...sungguh itu semuanya kurniaan Ilahi... yakinlah Dia pasti mmbantumu jika kamu terus berharap untuk berada dlm perlindunganNYa~ moge Ramadhan ini menjadi stepping stone untuk sy dan kwn2 utk berubah mnjadi lebih baik dr semalam~ Amin~

The Future Healers..

The future healers~ glad to know im one of them~ but do you know how much the burden im undergoing now?? better dont ask for it.... To be a doctor is not as simple as i though before... being one of the student that being sponsored by MARA is a bless.... I am not compalining about anything... but it just a spill of my thoughts~ can i voice out it ??? do you willing to hear it??

doing a foundation in medic is brilliant~ bt to be chosen as an IB student is not-so-great thing to be proud of.... since i tokk this course, my life have changed 360 degree~ from a lazy creature to a better person... from a copycat student, to an independent one.. it is a good changes but i am the one whos willing to do the sacrifice~...da~~~~~~~~~

in this entry, i will put emphasis on my classmate... who are doctor-to-be too... and not to be forgotten the dentist-to-be... my class consist of 13 girls and only 7 boys.. a great ratio rite?? to prove that the boys are going to extinct..... huhuhu~ but still,, we did enjoy the condition of our class....the best thing about my class is that we have a very good dynamics in term of communicating with each other,..isn't that great??? many of student from other class envy of our class...but sometimes our class really overreacted~ we get along very well without any feeling attachment~ that's the best part.. but of course,, there are some wild gossip to spice up our life...we are very fond of matching people in our class...

here are some info u might want to know about my classmate... its boring but just read it..in case you admired one of them... so, you could see the true colour of these people.... HANA-the genius one, ALYAA-the 'hardworking' girl, WAN ALIA-the exaggerate one, IJAT-my ex-schoolmate, KIDIN-the real hardworking person, NAWI-the emotionless guy, ABZ-the PRESIDENT, FATAU-the lefty girl, DOLLY-the courteous one, ODAH-the questioning girl, NOBID-the conan-like-boy, DINI AFIQ-the pretend-to-be-nice boy, DINI- the genius, AZHAR-the tallest one, QILA-the rock girl, TIEHA-the only qelantanese, SYAHIR-the YB-to-be, HAKIM-the serious guy, BELA-the unique one...For me,, HANIS..in the most common one~ hahahah~ soory guys for describing you all this way...just for fun to publish your names in my blog..hahaha..

In my room, there are ADANI and DOYANG... they are cool except for adoni that always fooling around... stealing my bolster,, keep on teasing me...keep on gossiping....but DOYANG and me always colaborate together to bring down adani down.. serve her right..she deserve it... whatsoever.. enough for now..i need to take my shower.... see u soon~ one more thing...credit to ADANI for allowing me to use her lappy~ p/s: she's the one who make me to write her name here) hahahahah~

memory TeRIndaH

sekarang, jam menunjukkan pukul 8.41 malam..aq bawu je balik dr umah orphanage.. ader kje amal skit~

tetiba ak bukak fb,, terbace komen kawan2 lame (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1217902429#!/photo.php?fbid=1136893827489&set=t.1217902429&pid=30399408&id=1381655217) ...rindu mengcengkam jiwa, perit rasenyer berpisah ngan kawan2..apekan daya..segalanyer telah tersurat di ats sane~

1st of all, nk cerita sal wakru spm dulu... time tuh adelah saat paling tension dalam hidup aq... mane taknyer,, ak ni bkn pndaii cm org lain....kne la study hard skit..tp seriously, time tu ak dah give up awl...ak mang tak pernah arap pon nk dpt stret A... tp Alhamdullilah semunyer rezki.... time tuh, ak dom ngn dak2 gile intersaber, CAH, BIK, DEEN, RABEQ MAMBO, n all.... SAADAH, WAJIK, JANNAH tuh baik r...LAWAK GLER...antare kegiatan kami adelah...pose gmbar2 porno CAH~ mengutip haiwan di ats kepale manusie, MELANTAK MEE MAGGI, buburr MSG, dan all the junk food avalaible in this universe.....ceh~ bapak best~ ak melantak meggi...meggi menjadi makann ruji kami , bebudak dom~

selain tuh, kami juga menlantak makanan kiriman mak BIK, every weekk,, msti mak bik anta mknan..sedap2 lakk tuhh....seseungguhnya, sy amat mnyanyangi mak bik...mcm mak sy sendri... ader juga peristiwa kurang bermoral yg berlaku dlm dom tuh apabila BIK N CAH laki bini bergaduh gare2 haiwan atas kepale......akhirnya, tggal beberape hari exam, cah manje mgambil keputusan untuk berpindah rumah~.... slain tuh... ak juga mnjadi org yg pling lewat ke surau..ini adelah perbuatan buruk yg amat ditegah di intersaber....

ketahuilah wahai raka2 ku, ak juga berase amat bersalh kerana waktu azan bwu dtg ke surau... tapi tak tahu mgape syaitan suke sgt mggu org lemah seperti ku,, D**N, Ma*B*, and C**,B*k..(maaf name2 mereka terpakse di 'sensored' kan demi mnjaga name baik).....aq juga teringat dgn perjumpaan yang dilakukan sebelom SPM...ak tak tahu la npe batch ak semakin mnjadi jht apabila spm semakin mghampiri....di sini, ak cube meletakkn 1 hipotesis, "semakin dekat dengan spm, semakin byk ragam budak batch aq"....

kepada patners in crime ak, CAH, AUFA, BIK, DEEN, MAMBO~,,,sesungguhnyer ak amat merindui kamu semua,,,.... SAADAH LAK,,, anis sgt rindu kan lawak2 basii SAADAH...kpd, ex-awek tersayang, WAJI'...sorry we didn't work out~..huhu....kepada, WIRSEYH,, huhu....sorry la selalu jadi mangse buli aq..semoge berbahagie di samping abg MAN beca....kepada dak2 kelaz ak,, baik laki mahupon pompuan...,,, maafkan aq andai kehadiran ak dalam kelaz memeritkan telinga korg.... kepada RABEQ,,, jadilah pecinta haiwan yg sejati.....

sekarang nk citer sal future lak,, asyek mngenang jew,, bile kite nk merncang lak??? lau aq ader gaji t, ak nk belikan CAH-seluar tido yg bawu n LONGGAR, AUFA-PGGARU IDUNG BILE KO ALLERGIC, bik-RACUN PEMBUNUH ORG ASLI, DEEN-sebakul kopok leko....MAMBO-pengering rmbot, SAAADAH-anis nk belikan REMY ISHAK,, waji'-anis nk belikan bubur....(jgn merajok lg k???) WIRSEYH-anis nk belikan alat aerobik.....

kepada dak2 sofbol lak,,, ak sangat gian nk amen skunk nih..rase nk THROW sumer brg yg ader dpn mate~ rase nk CATCH sumer lalat n nyamuk yg wujud~ rase nk PITCH sesanagt~~ rase nk SLIDE everytime dlm toilet... I LOVE SOFTBall with all my heart...LAO SHI, SYIRA, MADIHA, YANI, UMI, SAFINA, ~and other teamates..., i LOVE u till da last of my breath!!!!....

RAMIZAHHH~~~~ ak juga rindu lawak2 ko....hhuuhuhu~ puteri romzy~~~~~....

grouses~

salam alaik..

here i come again..updating this blog.i happened to be dead 4 some time..i just enrolled to a college name KMS~ far away in Seremban....finally....i left my hometown, my state....
so, here. i got thousand of experience, knowledge, and of course tiresome life...

i'll try really hard to coop with the daunting daily life....what a newly, different life i experienced~ hoho~ i wont complain anymore because it will never end....so, here is a piece of thingy about KMS... located at the center of Negeri 9, the place is really awsome.. alot of shopping mall, recreational parks, cars, and etc....i feel like outing every day...with all the accommodation here, i should say im grateful to be a student here...

so...im quite frustrated for some time...as i just recently knew, that the country that i'm going to...is JUST ON PAPER...what the hell???????????so the only choice i had is INDIA...im not being too fussy or whatsoever...but, this ib program worth more than that!!..so, its so i feel cheated!! to comfort myself, i take it in the positive way...maybe, it the best 4 me...im not going to turn back!!!

enough about that,..no more comments, explanations or even descriptions about my feeling at that time....so, just enjoy!!!!!!!.... and every single senior who's doing IB, would say these....tough, hard, difficult, frustrated,daunting,grueling and the worst phrase is..."welcome to HELL"....i got nervous breakdown~ and im lost~~~~~~~~~~~~

so i started my class already and im doing pretty good...i really hope to do ENGLISH HL..because i know MATHs gonna kill me silently....i hate MATHs.....please God,allow me to do English HL!!!!!!!!!

The Best slot~ CEREKARAMA

last night, i watch my favorite slot in tv3...cerekarama...showing reality life nowadays,,it broaden my mind and enhance my knowledge....that's why its beneficial...so last night, it came in conjunction of father's day, it's so touching....Rosyam Nor really play his roll very well...and guess what?? i watched it with my dad...that's make it more special...the stupid concert drag the cerekarama slot later...it make me really pissed off!!! what a stupid concert??!! @#@*$!!!!

more about my dad...he's the best dad i guess...even he's quite hot tempered,,..but still he's very generous...i reminisced when i was a wee kid,, i once though to commit suicide when got scolded by him...what a ridiculous?? sometimes i had mentally destructive and emotionally explosive...,,when my dad throw his tantrums...sometimes i got so stressed... hahaha...but guess what?? it happen definitely when i did wrongs...he tried to teach me right from wrong... when i was in standard one, i answer this question.....

The question sounds this:

Ayah saya seorang _________

Then, i honestly answer Garang.....

What the hell??? everyone in my class answer it this way,, baik hati, peramah, kacak.....and whatsoever,,,,...poor my dad...how come he has a horrible daughter like me??? my dad is one of the best man in the world..he inspire me a lot...he'

s very dedicated and responsible man...he always put emphasis on his children' studies... he also very well in his job...his competence in being a dad is completely unquestionable... im not boasting around...but these come honestly deep d

own here in my heart.....he's my idol and always be....

as im the only daughter, i can say im he apple of his eye... he always give me what i want...what a bless??? even though he knows im the laziest person ever exist in this universe....he's completely different from me...he's a diligent man that work hard everyday to earn a living for our family...

it's a blatant of the best man...i give him my bestowal.. salute him!!!...for helping my mum do the household chores too....

so, in conjunction of this special father's day, im giving the greatest

appreciation to my beloved dad...Mohd Hanafiah Hasan...thanks 4 being there 4 me...whenever i need you...sorry because i cant prepare anything 4 u....

my dad also knows im not a great cooker..he always complains my meals....what a grouse to have a daughter like me?? haha...he's a bit choosy in his food..unlike me....he doesn't eat whatever served in front of him...haha...what a contra?? as an ample example,, he love a very very dried fried fish....so that he can chew all over it...that the most thing he loved...

being with him also made me rush all over the way....he's very quick..just like the superhero The Flash...so, i never

had time to do the make up and whatsoever...so im growing with that kind of discipline...sometimes i be much clumsy and rush all over the way..,,when im with my friends...wow...he gave me a strong influence!!!

my favorite one....

to talk about my favorite thing is a piece of cake...just grab some ideas in spill them off...what a bless?? thinking how time have drift me into this modernization make me sick...how can i be such a person who obsess in something beneficialness??....*sigh*

FAHRIN AHMAD...a block of letter arranged smartly and toughly...phew...one of the most popular man in Malaysia...sometime popular with his credibility....or notorious thingy.... he's so elegant and mature... unfortunately..still cannot find his spouse...what a waste??

maybe he's still in his journey finding the right one for him... cannot just hitch someone to be his spouse...

wow!! his face..awesome!!! voila..almost perfect for me....how about you all?? maybe u got different opinion about him??? who cares?? i mean we should have different one...because we all human... maybe my story just a bit extravagant here..... his eyes is staring on you all...feel lucky haa???? hell yeah!!

instead of being an artist, he also a brilliant man...well educated man... so, that's why i think he is one of the best actor ever exist... well my ex once said he hates this guy...what a pathetic... maybe he's jealous to this man..who cares?? as long as im happy, i never believe the bad rumors about Fahrin...

huh~ this guy can be one of my inspiration...isn't that good?? hahaha..not good at all i guess... let it be...let the time decide when i will stop admiring him... maybe after he's married...who knows?? still, he used to be my idol b4??...*yawn* what a typical thing... boring and stupid...!! i shouldn't watch too much movies.....here it comes..more craps....

so, to all my friends..here is my Fahrin...don't be jealous...for my friend Saadah...keep on admiring that Rahimi Ishak!! haha...what the hell???? i'll stick to this one...

~bullocks~

My life has been miserable 4 quite a long time..thinking about how im gonna face the future...to pursue my study in medical is not as easy as i though... now im going to take IB program for 2 years as the foundation b4 going any further...*sigh*..

so now, im focusing myself into this...no matterhow worse the obstacle, i promise i wont give up even for seconds...i wont succumb to the situation.....from the day i decided to reject the Egypt's offer, some kind of guilty feel overwhelmed me...so, to make myself please..., this is it....!!! no turning back!!!

*zestful*

somewhere, i found KMS profile in FB...what a bless...all of the members are the future students..just like me...wow! never though about this b4....they all seem to be nice and warm...they already discussing about what kind of class, lifestyle,atmosphere and etc...that we all will be facing in KMS... awesome!! superb..that the best word i can describe them...somehow, it make me shivering....am i afraid??? hell yeah!! darn!!

im super duper anxious about futhuring my studies...can i still use my brain...?? my ability may also atrophied due to too much MSG consumed in my meal...i ate thousand of maggi, instant food for these 6 months!! i would guarantee my brain stuck!! clogged with MSG!! i n

eed kismis a.s.a.p.....

what the hell im sayaing about...all grumpy complaints wont bring me any further...what a relief~...*yawn*...erm....all these craps wont take me to the top..so stop all the grouses.. thing positive...if u want something, work 4 it...! never stop to turn back....never stop your toil here... you can achieve this,,(Dr. Hanis) maybe within 8 years...so, stop those complains and start your toil!!! haah..here it comes...daydreaming again~ what the hell im saying about?? it never ever will be just some kind of daydreaming...it's a reality!!!

what the hell im arguing with myself??? part of me,, deep down here, have a great confidence in this..i should trust it!!!!!

My only lovely lil brO....

Salam...

This time i'm going to talk about my only lil bro...starting from his birthday,, the special, devastating day when i got to know im going to have an 'adik'..i was 6 at that time.. i never thinking about having an adik...i though im going to be the 'bongsu' one...

.........but its okay...since im the only daughter..im waiting with much anticipation so that the baby will be a girl....unfortunately, it was a boy...i got a lil' bro!! hazwan.....

.

a boy or a girl???

That's him!! that little cute, lovely fellow~

....what a spoil son!! hes so cute right?? that's why..he's taking advantage on it....everyone love him tenderly...what a bless..to be like him...he's the apple of my mum's eye...he got too pampered...never had to do household chores or else....everything he achieve must be paid....he got all what he wants....

i'm not writing this because of my envious...but it's all true...at tender age of 9, he already got W380i Sony Ericsson hand phone...what the hell??? he's totally a jerk... my mum always give him more than iany of my siblings can get...sometimes, i cannot face the fact...maybe, hes close to my mum because all of my sibling have gone to hostel...he's home alone....so he got everything he wants...the PS1, PS2, PSP, Apple iPod and one more Sony Ericsson hand phone...what the hell???

he's only a kid...what the uses all of that kind of gadgets???

One more thing about him....he's damn lazy boy....when it comes to school, study, homework, mengaji......he got a lot of tricks to skip....since in standard 1, he always plying truant...especially 'skolah agama'....sometime he even cheat my mum...

adik: mak, macamane nak pegi skola agama, sampin takde!!!

mak: ade la....cube tgk kat almari tuh...

.............then my mum come to search for it...she hunt high and low for it...but the sampin is not there....where the hell of that sampin....pity on my mum....she think maybe some kind of hantu or what had stolen the sampin...but actually the truth is..my witty lil' bro hide the sampin....b***S**t!!! how can he do that??how clever he was???? his competence in cheating is unquestionable....

When it comes to something that he wants, he'll crave for it...he would throw his tantrums till he get it...That what make me scowl him...hate him..and always quarrel with him...but sometimes i enjoy his quirky acts....when we seriously quarrel it will cause definitely horrendous effects...

When he achieve something to be considered as good in his exam, he will ask for presents.... nothing he do for the sake of himself....when my mum getting boring and not fulfilling his wish, he will say....

adik: yela adik ni bodoh,...

mak: nape ckp cmtuh??

adik:asyik kene tipu jew..mak jnji, tapi tak nak tunaikan...

......gulp!! mouth agape!!! what the hell is he saying about...???? so, instead of hearing his craps sayings...my mum prefer fulfilling his wishes.... my mum dont want to see his forlorn figure....

But instead of all these flaws,, i still love him...he's the zeal of my life....one of the my beloved one....

My ambition...

"i dont have special talent but i am PASSIONATELY curious"-Albert Einstein- This quote best describe me about my passion into medicine field. why i choose this kind or hard,tough and restless job?? here i would like to explain why..why..and why..???

1. people may think a professional occupation like this may bring a lot of money to us..but for me, money does not really the matter..

kaching~kaching~kaching!!! $$$$

...........but for me..this is some kind of a noble job that has to be occupied by the Muslim...in novel 'Denyut Kasih Medik', the author says if we, the Muslim, do not take care about the sensitivity of the Muslim patient, who will be responsible for the important job?? so, as a capable Muslim, i feel the responsibility is on me.

2. Popularity....people must think this factor is one of it...people will give a great bestowal to a doctor. no matter what, when it comes to DR. everyone may think this person must be genius, successful, intelligent, smart, and of course great!!!

..........i deny this statement vehemently.. popularity is not what i aiming for....but the bless of Him... to be there for the poor and needy is a great thing... to be there for the people in rural areas is a noble thing. to lessen the burden of someone is tremendously nice....

so, ape aq nk kate kat sini...jd doctor, memang perit... aq taw sgale macam beratnyer tugas doctor....tapi...since it has been my ambition since i am an infant, aq stiil akn teroskan perjuangan aq... to all the readers, please pray for me..may Allah let my dream become a reality...

What is the meaning of being a Muslim...?

Salam...

may Allah bless you all 4 reading this this post...

Being Muslim in the aspect of belief...this is the first and the most important of being a muslim...

The admittance of someone to accept the existence of Allah in his belief is a must for someone to be a Muslim. That is why a newbie a.k.a Mualaf need to recite the Syahadah first to convert into the greatest Islam..so, as a Muslim, do we know what is this actually means to us??

1. we need to believe that Allah is the greatest creator that create this wonderful, beautiful and perfect universe. He doesnt need any help from us or else. one element of this universe need each other to function well. if one unit fail to function, then there would be a horrendous effects. isn't it so great???

"Sekiranya ada di langit dan di bumi Tuhan-tuhan selain Allah tentu keduanya itu telah rosak binasa, maka maha suci Allah yang mempunyai arasy daripada apa yang mereka yang mereka sifatkan" (Al-Anbiya')

2. we need to believe that the creation of us in this world is aiming for something. it is not a vain or aimless.so, let's us find what is the real purpose of our life??

the Holy Al Quran will guide us....

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

3. we need to believe the messengers and the prophets was sent to teach the people to know Him better and understand what is the real purpose of life....and to let we know where is the end of our life..

plus, we need to believe The Prophet of Muhammad is the last messenger and he was granted with the Holy Al-Quran as a 'mikjizat' for eternity....

This is only a piece of elaborations. i am still reading the a book entitle 'Apa ertinya Saya Menganut Islam??' by Fathi Yakan..

hIkaYAT KEm teRKok......

Bismillah.....

Salam kpd semua...setelah lame menyepi, kini aq pulang untuk kembali mencoret sdikit pgalaman untok dikongsi bersama...tgk pade tajok entry kali nih pon korg pasti dah taw aq nak tulis sal aper..mesti ar psal pglaman berharge aq smase di plkn terkok selame 3 bulan...

1st of all.,,aq kasi taw dlu ar ape jadual dy...kpd dak2 yg sebaye ngn aq tapi tak terpilih sebagai pejuang negara cm aq..korg bley ar taw skit2 en psal plkn nih..sian kat korg erk?? jgn nges lak...pkul 5pg..msti dah kne bagon..kalo tak, tak sempat ar nk kejo imam subuh..then, mandy2...bergogas la tros ke surau...MasyaAllah....surau kat kem aq tuh....dinding tmpat pompuan dy en, separoh ajew..korg leyh byg tk cmner...?? ble malam tuh..mule ar pelbagai jnis serangga dn haiwan masok...ader riang2, ader kutu babi, ader kepending, mcm2 ar aq tgk...kdg2 tgh solat tuh, ader lak kutu babi hinggap kat kepale....apepon....kami ttp bersyuko koz ia nyer hanye kutu babi..kalo babi yg hinggap ats kepale???? takke naye??? kne samak lagi plk...

then, abis je solat...cpt2 je berator kat luar tok PT pg....PT nih istilah yg digune kat saner...tak taw ar ape mksod dy..tk smpat aq nk tanye...pg2 bute saat sume org masih di katel tuh,, ktowg kne nyanyi 2 lagu utama tuh.. ngn berikrar.."bahawasanya kami.....bla..bla...bla..." adoi kadang2 ngah berikrar tu aq bley tertido woh!!!!! mne tak nye ngntok doe!!!tk pnah dlm sjarah aq smbel berdiri bley tertido tapi smpai kat plkn..tkder ape yg mustahil..cm membe aq tuh..ngah kawat panas terik tu dy boley tido....burok benor upe nyer...then mule ar senamam pg nyer....adoi2...da la jurulatih nyer askar..korg phm2 je la...dorg tu wat senaman cm ktowg ni sume bdn ala2 BATISTA, JOHN XENA, KANE, doe!!!..kalo tk leyh nk bwt tuh,, adoi dah kne tengking lak...kalo bhse dy sopan sdap la skit tlinge aq...tp phm2 je la cmner train ngn askar...so,, ape yg dy tengking pon tadah ajew la erk??? kalo tknk kne tengking..bwt ar betol2....kalo aq bek bwt betol2 dari kne tengking smpai nak bernanah tlinge aq!!! nseb bek tkder yg kne cancer tlinge!!!

pastu bwu la sarapan...kul 8.30..bwu kumpul blek tok ke kelas...nk g kelas pon kne kumpul dlu...pastu kne nyanyi lagi..kalo dy kasi lagu MCR ke,, than la gak...ni sume lagu patriotik versi2 yg slalu koir kt RTM tu ha.!!! bapak ar bosan nyer...tapi lame2 lagu2 tu la yg aq hafal..ye la dok nyanyi lagu tu siang mlm pg ptg..kat bilik air pon membe2 aq nyanyi lagu tuh....then masok kelas tuh..adoi2 kami dilayan cm dak darjah satu doe....xtvt dy sume berkisar tentang nilai2 murni ar..part yg pling best waktu kelas nih ialah...time last kelas nnt, ader 1 sesi perkongsian terbuka ni..bpk best doe..bleyh ckp je ape yg kte tak puas ati ker, kte minat kat sape kew..ape2 je la korg nk ckp...........cewwwah!!!!aq igt ag mse tu..hari 1st, tkder wirawati yg nk kuar ke depan n share..maklom ar...bwu lagi..sume malu2 kucing!! then dgn bangge nyew, aq kluar....aq ckp "aq tak puas ati ngn sorg jurulatih askar nih"....mne tak nye.. cegu tu dok menjerit pg petang siang malam,...time pelatih nga mkn pon dy dok membebel lagi...then aq ckp, kalo aq da blaja nk gune m16 nnt, aq nk tembak askar tuh!!! aper ag dak2 len bantai gelak ar!!! dy igt aq men2 kowt...then dr situ ar org pggl aq m16 kat sane....

dipendekkan crite en,, kat sane hidop aq mang tension gler..aq tak pnah jumpe cegu2 cm cegu2 kat kem sane taw...dorg ni mostly,,, cm psycho gler ar bg aq...then ble kem komander(ala2 pengetua kem la ni) bukak aduan rakyat, kami pon byk yg mengadu..tapi malangnya aduan2 tersebut tidak la private n confidential seperti yg disangka...tapi diberi kepada sume jurulatih bace..bile itu terjadi..berlaku ar ketidakpuasan hati guru2 yg mengakibatkan sdikit 'driskiminasi menjatuhkan aqu!!'...di antare kompeni(ala2 rumah sukan ar kat sane)...kat sni kte tk leyh nk salahkan sape2 taw...aq sebagai pelatih kdg2 rase cm takder tmpat nk m'ngadu koz mang takder mende yg private kat sne...pernah satu ketika aq bwat aduan kat kelas sal cegu nih...aq ckp "dy tak sepatot nye menengking kami dn memanggil kami budak degil...."last2 aq kne counter-back blik...ngn cegu tuh,,..padahal dorg sndri kate komen yg diberi tu adelah untok penambahbaikan....tapi cmne aq kne couterback balik??? mksod counterback kat sni..cegu tu jumpe aq personally n ekplen yg tindakan dy mang wajar tok memanggil kami sume degil...n sampai ke akhirnye..cegu tu pggil aq B.D(budak degil).....tp aq redha!!!

so kat sane menda yg pling besaq aq dpt ialah kekuatan mental ar..ble jumpe cegu2 psycho cmni...insyaAllah aq bleyh overcome...mgkn kekuatan mental tu yg nk diasah dlm dri kami...tapi 'ketensionan'dy mang melampau smpai aq rase nak gile pon ader...apepon thanx kepada cegu2 ni koz sbb dorg ar aq mempunyai ketahanan mental yang luar biase skrg...aq rase tension sgt mgkn sbb aq mang keras kepale..jadi skrg pasti aq lebih terbuka n dapat mengawal emosi!!! juataan trime kasih sy ucapkan kepada sume guru di kem Terkok kerana sabar dlm mendidik sy...
salame 3 bln d sane..sekian!!!

so..apemacam korg sume?? nk msok plkn tak?? kalo tak nak masok..lantak korang ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ni gmbar after graduate!!!!!

MaURiPpaN

salam sumer...

ehek ehem..lame dah aq tak menaip..kebas lak tangan aq nih...maklum ar aq baru jer abih spm...pas nih ak kne sambung berjuang kat plkn sg. siput perak lak... kepada kawan2 yang turut sama terpilih menjadi mujahid negara..ayuh lah same2 bangun dan tarik slimut!!!.... lekas2 lah qada' tido anda kerana lepas nih dah takder mase!!!!!!

k2,,bkn tuh cter yang aq nk bentang kat sini..cube tgk tajuk dy...maurippan..ape mende la tuh kan?? kepada orang yang kureng rajin menjenguk dapur, mungkin anda menganggap maurippan adalah sejenis spiesis cipan yang baru ditemui..tapi ketahuilah sahabat2 ku..anggapan itu kurang tepat sebenarnyer..maurippan, kalo ikot pokedex, ataupon kamus fajar bakti muke surat 987 edisi ke-4, adelah sejenis tepung penaik yang digunakan dalam masakan seperti kek, piza, n pau..agknyer la...

Nk cite kat sni, ari tuh, mak membe aq bawak piza, kami pon makan lah satu dorm..peh!!! sedap gilo wa cakap!! cikit ag nak same ngn piza hut..dari situ, timbul la keazaman yang tinggi untok aq bwat piza gak..tyme tuh aq igt lagi..tggal satu paper jer lagi iaitu PSI...aq da start tak leyh tidoq malam...asyik terbayang-bayang jer piza yang bakal aq bwat!!!

Sampai jer rumah,..esoknyer,,saat sumer masih sibuk men'qada' tido, aq dah ke pasar membeli barang2 untuk membuat piza..termasoklah mauripan..then aq pon kol la membe aq nih banyak kali gak la..bertanye kan pasal resepi nak membuat piza tuh...walaupon kredit aq abes, aq tak kisah..yang penting my piza!!!!! sampai membe aq tuh nek fed up asyek aq jew kol...

Petang tuh, aq pon start lah menguli tepong untok dbwt doh...pergh!!!! penat dol!!!tibe2 abang aq turun dapur..entah aper la mimpi dy..dash...dy pon join skali menguli..makin gawat suasana d bwat nyer..then, da siap sos, doh, dah siap..aq pon bake ar ikot mase yang ditetapkan..pergh!!!!bau dy masyuk gilo!!!!!

15 minit kemudian, akq pon check ar, peh!!! seperti yang aq jangka, mmg menjadi lah..tapi ble aq nk cubit skit,.tak boleyh!!!pelik betol,!!cubit punyer cubit......pap!!!kuku aq patah....sometink wrong nih!!aq pon try ar kluar kan..pergh!!!!!!!!! keras cam besi basikal!!! nak gigit pon tak mau patah!!ish2.. percubaan aq gagal nmpak nyer!!! chef hanis gagal bwt kali pertama nyer!!! yela sbb tuh kali pertama aq nak bwat piza!!

Then, sbb tak nak membazir, aq pon kasi lah arnab aq makan..aduhai,..arnab pon pandang sebelah mate jer..begitu hina nyer martabat piza aq!! tapi takper.. chill out!! Kolonel Kentucky pon cube beratus-ratus kali untok wat kentucky fried chicken!! At least kite mesti ader semangat untok mencube!!tol tak?? kalo tak betol,, lantaqqq sane ar!!!

bEinG a baSkeTbalLerz

HUrm...ape yang aku nak cter ek spnjang aku berkecimpung dalam game nih ek?? So, the history is...i'm playing this game since i am 13...from da 1st day at da school, i already fall in love wif this game...i fell over and over again...everyday, i neva miss da practice session...it's some kind of passionate, obsession, and it neva ends...so, i play this game 4 almost 5 years...

The facts is,..sebeno nyer aku ni pon mals gak nak turun tiap2 ptg.. tapi tu la, aku nih skema gilo nak mati tyme aku mude2 dlu..aku igt kalo tak trun training shari, aku bakal dibuang skola..so, aku pon membanting tulang ar turun tiap2 ari..so, ats sebab ke'skemaan' aku ni ar, aku terpilih mewakili skola ke HKSBP..tyme tu aku bwu fom 1!! bangge owh!! jadi wakil tunggal and da youngest player in da team..tapi cam bese ar wakil tunggal yang 'tunggul'..jadi ball picker je la layak nyer..beanch pemain simpanan tu ar jadi teman setia aku..

so, i did a lot of improvements i guess, tyme taon kedua, fom2, aku da start jadi main palyer...tapi pose aku takder la gah mner, stakat defender jew..but still, i'm one of da main player!!Taon ke3 pon cmtuh gak, jadi main player and da youngest one in team...player len sume upper fom, aku jer lower fom, but they treat me well...tkder ar aku jadi stock buli sepanjang hayat...aku yang membuli ader ar...tapi, ni la taon last aku men ngn player2 pro's...the legends of SBPISB..seperti k.Tim,k.Ecah,K.zai,K.Syifa',K.Attiya, K.Sibah,k.Aziera etc..taon dpn, genti freshie yang join....

so, mase form 4, kami men kat ssp..so, i'm da capten...capten yang tak bertanggungjawab langsong..no comitment, juz capten on da paper..but still they respect me...kenangan paling tak best tyme ni adelah bile ktorang kne ayam2 ngan ssp..mse tu dorg bantai 78-10..nseb bek aedr berbalas gak..tyme tu mang ramai gilo penonton...malu gilo2 sampai sume player tak mau masok men...ape kejadah nyer??? sume orang besorak tgk kami di'ayam'kan...ikot ati aku, nak je kasi bola tuh kat penonton2 tuh, tgk skit dorg boleyh men ke tak????

So, da biggest triumph in my life...taon ni ar pling aku bengang n panas...mentang2 ar skola kami nih kat ujung kampung...senang2 jew dy nak mainkan kami..jujo ar..aq bgg gle ngn penaganjo taon tuh..asis..sekoal mnegah sains alamm shah..mag tak pro ar pengurasan dy...tyme tu ktow johan kumpulan...then kami dijadualkan akn bertemu sains seri puteri..tbe2 dorg ubah jadual ckp kne jumpe kuses..kalo mng tros msok final...pergh!! jalan shorcut tapi lg ssh koz kuses mantap owh!!! then dgn kpale ltut mngeleta-gletar nih...aq berhemapas- pulas men.....then rezki kami, kami mng...so..kami akn msok final ar tol tak??? tbe2......dorg cancel match tuh sume tnpe persetujuan coach kami...mang tak profesioanal langsong!!!!!!!!!! dorg kate dah undi..of koz ar skola2 yg kalah tuh nk repet blik..tol tak?? so kul 12..tyme matahari terpacak tu..kami ke lwn ngn seseri...so...kami kalah krn mse tu pon ati tak tng...bengang tu belom ilang ag...esok kami jumpe ngn sains selangor..kami mng..so kami final ngn semashur..kami kalah..lastly kami no 4.........................

pArT of mY hEArT

Sport...ni lah menda yang merangkumi 40% dalam life aku kat hostel tuh..byk faedah aku dapat dari menda ni..firstly, of course ar menyihatkan badan en?? secondly, dengan sukan la, aku dapat kuar mlihat dunia luar..maksod aku sekola laen, student laen dan laen2..kalo nak soh aku masok debate kew, pidato kew, mang susah la..coz aku nih belom kasi salam, systolic aku da mencapai 150Hg..sng kate nervous tahap dewa ar...aku gak dapat melepaskan tension dengan cara bersukan nih..dlm advantage2 nih, byk gak yang aku kne korbankan demi menceburkan diri ke dalam arenA nih..

Ape yang aku kene korbankan?? byak gilo!! first, mase ptg aku..kalo student gurl laen sdg bergossip sambil makan kerepek, aku ngn membe2 seangkatan, kat bawah terik mentari tuh practice..kalo sabtu & ahad org len dipenuhi dengan aktiviti makan pop corn sambil menonton naruto & digimon, aku ngn membe2 len masih di padang memerah keringat...kalo tiap malam mereka dipenuhi dengan tido yang nyenyak tak diganggu nyamuk,, kami pula sibuk membasuh baju2 sukan serta mengulangkaji pelajaran..jika mereka sedang khusuk mengaji kat surau pada waktu petang, kami pula terkocoh-kocoh makan di dewan makan...dan pasti kami dihambat oleyh warden2 yang berwibawa..terpaksalah kami mengunyah makanan sederas taufan katrina...yang paling best, bila ader ape2 function, mereka berpakaian seperti cinderella, kami pula saling tak tumpah macam dayang senandung....maklumlah, dimamah terik mentari...
ahh..!!persetankan dengan sume nih,, yang penting kami pasti belajar sesuatu dari setiap latihan yang kami jalani....

itulah nilai dan keghairahan kami dalam bersukan..kami belajar erti kerjasama, semangat berpasukan, tolak ansur, setiakawan, keyakinan, keberanian, membina ukhuwah, serta menjadi lebih matang dan dewasa.. menda2 ni la yang membuatkan aku dan membe2 seangkatan teros berjuang dalam arena ini...aku tak menafikan ar mmg agk pyh sebenarnya bagi aku nak seimbangkan penglibatan dalam sukan dengan akademik...maklum la,, aku ni bukan student yang genius..setakat nak lulus tu boleyh lar..tapi nak cemerlang, mmg pyh skit..tapi ader gak membe aku yang dapat seimbangkannya..contoh la, membe aku nih, luqman,, ebat tuh!!akademik dy mmg bgos..so, terbuktilah menda nih mmg pyh tapi TAK MUSTAHIL!!! setuju tak?? kalo tak stuju, lantak korg ar!!!!

Panjang sangat aku merapu nih,, so, aku ni sape?? poyo2 je nak cakap sal sukan ni en?? hurm..nak kate aku ahli sukan, takder la sangat..aku setakat men 2 game jew..basket ngan softball..mane plg best agk nyer ek?? aku pon tak tau.. tapi due2 best bagi aku..cume kala kat skola tuh, aku lbh tumpu kepada softball..aku pon tak tau ngape..mungkin sbb court basket skola aku tu dijangkiti virus 'sopak ' kowt...ish2 nauzubillah...aku pon tak tau asal court tu jadi cm2..mungkin kejer kontrakto2 yang menggunakan bahan murah untuk membinanya..so, facilities juga memainkan peranan dalam membentuk semangat dan keghairahan dalam bersukan..

Da most popular sport in my school??..kalo bagi boys tu, maybe rugby and bola kowt...tak tau ar mne satu,, yang pasti bukan sepak takraw..kerana sukan tuh dah setahun di 'band' kat skola aku..sbb ape?? tanyelah player2 takraw sendri..kalo bagi perempuan... nnth ar..bagi aku sofbol and bola tampar kowt..ni la game yang aku tgk plg berpotensi untuk melangkah jauh mengharumkan nama sekolahku ke serata dunia...aku rase kalo sukan sofbol ni dijadikan sukan sbp, aku yakin, skola aku mesti leyh layak ke kbgsaan..ish3..riak pulak aku nih...

Satu lagi game terbaru yang tercipta era ini..adalah NOSEball...aku tak tau ar game aper tuh..tapi game nih tak silap aku dicipta oleyh seorang primadona eropah kacukan india yang bernama CAH..game nih mmg menarik..tapi kdg2 agk kurang rasional dan relaven...dlm game nih, pemain dikehendaki mencabut idong mereka, dan meng'shoot' ke dalam jaring yang disediakan..tak ke kurang siuman name nyer tuh?? so, kepada sape2 yang berminat nak sertai team NOSEball SBPISB...bleyh la try2 cabut idong anda...

So, sampai sini je ar aku mengarut..kang panjang2 lagi, mcm2 plak aku mencarot...so, ape pendapat korg ttg sukan nih?? best, bosan, penat, or menggairahkan??? apepon, MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK NEGARA!!!!!

aKtIViTi ruTiN...

Bismillah..

Kalo nk cter sal aktviti aku kat asrama or skola..mstila same jer cam student2 lain yang stay hostel..cme beza nyer, aku ni bangun lewat ckit berbanding membe2 laen..and g surau lewat skit..tapi bkn sbb aku ni jahat cume kadang2 tuh aku prefer lepaq2 kat dorm dlu..yela,, kalo kat surau pon masing2 nk bukak halaqah..kalo bertazkirah takpe,, ni bergossip..ish3,, daripada aku terjebak menjadi ahli atau menjadi penganjur halaqah,, bek aku lepaq dorm..pasal aku bangun lewat tu pulak bkn apew,, aku cume nak bagi peluang kat junior2 aku gune bilik air dlu..yela,, sian kat dorg,,,moto asrma aku adlh 'yang muda dsayangi dan yang tua dihormati..' so sbgai senior,,aku kene la mengalah.. tol tak???

Ckup la cte sal aku, sebenarnyer aku nak cter lbh sal aktiviti kat kelas..aku ngn member2 aku slalu sangat mencari sumetink yang best untuk dibwat bahan ketawa..well, 'laugh is the best medicine'..makcik cleaner kasi tau aku...tak tau ar betol ke tak..salah satu aktiviti kegemaran ktorang adelah menumpukan sepenuh perhatian smase kelas PQS dn PSI..huhu..bagos tak ktowg nih?? ini adalah kerana ustaz2 nyer best gilo...lawak mereka sangat bernas dan innocent..tapi kadang2 aku tgk ader la member2 aku nih yang merantau ke utara, selatan, timur dan barat..kpale nyer macam nak tercabut aku tgk..ni la scene yg salalu terjadi...tapi aku tak nafikan aku pon ngntok gak kdg2..

Aku ngan membe2 juga sangat suke meng 'usha' c-comeyl...lawak siot!! tak leyh aku nak benti gelak kalo usha..aku pon tak tau ape yang lawak..c-comeyl ni makhluk tuhan gak sebenarnya..tak perlu lah aku nak kasi taw ape or siapa makhluk tu..boleyh jadi pokok2 tepi kelas or boleyh jadi manusia yang lalu lalang...so, jika c-comeyl ader terbaca coretan aku nih.. aku nak mengucapkan sorry...kepada cah manjer n wirseyh...bersabar la,, siape yang mnjadi plhn comeyl..tahniah,!!yang tak terpilih,, bleyh cube lagi!! wakakaka!!

Selain tu kami juga slalu mempamerkan kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bagi kepada da blakie leayh..aku slalu mengusapnyer..aufa rock lak slalu memakaikan bedak pada badan leayh..razy lak slalu bwk dy naek atas meja..kate nyer ingin mngaja leyah mmbaca dan menulis...supaya menjadi kucing yang educated..cah manje ngn bibik lak mnymbut kedatangan leayh dengan care yang tersendiri iaitu teros melompat dan menjauhkan diri..mungkin mereka terlampau teruje kowt...kepada leayh,,, berbanggela kerana masih ader yang mnyayangi kamu...

Tiap2 pagi macam biase ar..ader pgawas yang akn datang dan hambat ktorang g perimpunan..oleyh kerana pgawas dy form 4, aku rase cm sje ar nk test power kesabaran dorg, stiap kali dorg datang, ader la sore2 sumbang same ader aku or membe2 aku yang akan cakap 'tak nak!!'..pgawas tu msti akan tersentak...tak tau ar asal..mungkin kami terpenagruh ngan iklan 'tak nak merokok!!!' kowt..kepada pengawas2 yang terluka,, kami ingin memohon maaf..keahuilah adik2 pengawas..kami hanye ingin bergurau agar dapat merapatkan hubungn sillaturrahim kite..

Sebelom ramadhan datang..kami juga slalu bermain badminton tiap2 petang..ktowg gak ader mngadekan liga ngn budak2 form 1..bkn per, dorg kebas port ktowg..mner ar tak hot...lawan pnyer lawan...ktowg la yang mng...tapi tak dinafikan ar ader men tipu skit2...hehehe... pastu dorg tak puas ati, ajak rematch kat court sebenar...yang ader net and facilities len..ktorg men triple...tak men da double2 nih...akhirnye kerane faktor2 tertentu, kami tewas d tangan budak2 hingusan tuh..tapi takpe kerana kami tau sumer adalah pemenang..tiade 'pengalah'.....tapi sebenar nyer kami da pakat nak bagi budak2 tu mng...sian ar..bersungguh2 dorg men...

Aktiviti paling best adelah meng'usha'.. sape2 la yang ktowang suke or mnat... lantak ar kan?? ade mate, usha ar.. kepada sesiape yang terasa di'usha' tuh..tahniah!!! kerana anda telah berjaya menarik perhatian kami!!! tapi kalo yang perasan sndri di'usha' tuh,,takziah!!!..sonok oww...skodeng orang nih!! macam sight-seeing la...masyuk!!!..ish3..tapi da dkt nak spm ni,, buku la santapan mata yang paling enak, lazat dan menggiurkan..so kepada subjek2 yag sebelum nih menjadi bahan usha...., kami ucapkan selamat tinggal..habis spm,, kami usha lagi!! muahahahaha!!!!


Rase nyer itu je kowt yang salalu aku buat..bset gilo hidop sbagai student ni en?? takde maslah rumahtangge, cinta, kewangan, kerja etc..cume study jew...so, berbanggelah mnjadi student!! Be a student forever...

mY cRaZY cLassMatE

Bismillah..



Erm..ni cite sal kelas aku,. maklum ar..kan jarang balik, so byk hidop aku berkisar kat sini jew.. kat kelas aku nih,, major nyer budak2 study sumer..maklum ar sains agame...subject berat skit... cume aku je ngn certain2 student nih..mngacau orang jew..bukan malas nk study cume otak ni kadang2 jammed ar..so, kne ar relax skit..



first of all..meh aku kasi taw sape kwn2 aku yang slalu join aku kacau org..1.cah manjer(bkn name sbenar)..membe aku sorg nih mmg best..lawak gilo...dengan perangai ala2 mak datin dy,, suke sangat meng'havoc kan suasane..best thing about her, dy ni ader sejenis sawan...sawan ni berpunce dari hormon dy yang terlebih kowt..sawan suke sangat menyapu...kalo dy tak pgg pnyapu sehari,, hidup dy tak complete ar sng kate...and..dy ar geng makan aku...huhuhu...kadang2 kene tegor ngan cikgu...ish3..bukan kami saje2 nak makan,, tapi ngantok gilo, so..we just taking an evasive action...tapi skunk kami da insaf skit...mner der mkn pon...and pling best, dy la membe aku men badminton tiap2 ptg..dy ni kalo men,, ibarat hafiz hashim ar..aku pulak ibarat Lin dan...hehehe..mang sangat berbeza...nmpak sangat aku lagi ebat en??? tapi ni la hakikat yang lame2 akhirnyer bertukar kepada majaz kerana berkat usaha dan tawakal cah manjer,, akhirnye dy dapat menaikkan taraf nyer sebagai chong wei...Peh!!! ebat tuh!!!



membe no.2, aufa rock(bkn name sebenar).. ni lak membe aku yg amik steroid..jgn salah faham..dy cme gne steroid kat mulut dy ajer.. tu yang byk sgt crite tuh..tapi ak suke gilo dgr coz ia adalah bedtyme story yang berkesan..tp ktorg takde la berbhuhtan or ftnah orang sane sini...ktorg cume cter sal artis2, band2, and most interesting, psl diri sendiri...tapi kadang2 tuh,, ktorg ngakula ader lah gak ter...'ghibah'..biase la manusia...membe aku ni,, gile sangat ngan awal asshaari...ish3..pelik aku!!! kalo aku,, aku prefer fahrin ahmad...dy ni gak ader la teamate basket aku...erm,, ebat la gak..tapi tak leyh ar nak challenge aku...hehehehe..yela, maner leyh lawan tokey!! nnt kene buang kjer!!!.. dy nih maen mak ai!!! tuhan saje yang taw...





membe no.3 Wirseyh(bkn name sebenar)..peh..dy ni mmg tak leyh bla!! Puteri UMNO cwgn putrajaya..gaye, tuturkate, style, and care dy bercakap sume cam wakil rakyat, even care dy agihkan topeng h1n1 pon cam wakil rakyat...dy nih bercite2 nak jadi penganalisa politik..yang paling tak leyh bla, care dy bagi penerangan mmg akan meyakinkan sesiape sahaje.. di maner jua..tak kira mase..walaupon fakta tu salah & tdk benar...ebat tak membe aku nih?? tapi tak tau nape, aku suke sangat kacau dy..hehehe..kre cam stok buli ar nih...plg best, dy ader bakat terpendam sebenarnyew..dy adlh salah seorang ahli akrobatik malaysia..dy mmg stylo!!! tapi sayang nyer kite tak pnah nmpk dy kat tv en?? ini adalah krn dy terkurang tinggi skit untuk layak mwakili Malaysia...sian2...tapi aku ttp aggap dy sebagai ahli akrobatik terunggul seantero dunia..

Membe 4.razy(bukan name sebenar)..huhu...ni membe aku yang terlebih hormon adrenaline...gelabah semacam ar...kalo irwansyah pecinta wanita, dy nih plak pecinta kucing..dy la mak baru kepada badruliah..dy sayang sangat the blackie leayh tuh...tak tau asal??...yang best ttg dy,..aku pon tak tau cne nak describe tapi dy mmg best la...dy ader secret admirer..bdk lower form...budak tuh slalu antar lalat sebagai utusan...mlangnyer lalat2 nih sume asyik tersalah alamat jer..pegi kat meja aku..maner ar aku tak hot???!! maklumlah,, lalat maner pegi skola...barangan kosmetik kegemaran dy ialah aleo vera..dy kate baik untuk kulit,,..kadang2 aku pon join skaki gune..biase ar..skola kami kan kat tgh utan,, aleo vera tumbuh melate bagai cndwan tubuh slapas ujan...so, kutip je ar...

Yang ke5, ni membe aku yang cam biskut..kadang2 dy join aku, kadang2 senyap tanpe brite.. bibik(bkn name sebenar)...dy ni ar aku rase manusia plg slumber kat intersaber...dy ni mmg anti gler ar menda2 skema, rulez and regulations..lbh kurang aku la..tapi apepon, ktorg ikot gak peraturan coz ustaz ktorg ckp, hidop mesti berdisiplin...bibik ni plik skit ar...dy ske org yang jnis slumber land gk..satu spisies ar ngn dy...dy suke org yg slekeh2 skit..dy kate nmpk cooooooollll...
tu pandangan dy..dy nih seorang membe yg best ar bagi aku...

So, ni la membe2 seangkatan ngan aku bab mengacau orang & mengenakan orang...nnth ar..ktorg tkder la kaco org sangat....aku sorg jew sebenarnye..membe aku sume baik2 blake...tu yang dorg tak terpilih ke PLKN...abg aku kate pelajar yg bermaslah mcm aku jew yg dapat PLKN...yeke?? aku pon tak tau..bagi aku, sape yg terpilih ke PLKN nih ader la para mujahid & mujahiddah yang akan bertempur mempertahankan tanah air tercinta...huhu...bangge tuh!!!